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|Thursday, January 28th, 2016|
Vanadium-tin battery. Would any acid work, or would it require a particular kind? Tin being a crumbly metal, that would probably be better with a weaker acid like citric or acetic acid (like from lemons or vinegar), instead of hydrochloric or sulfuric. But you never know.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/29528.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Wednesday, January 13th, 2016|
The last song from his last album. I'm not ready for Lazarus yet, but maybe I'm ready for a phoenix.
(It's a VEVO YouTube channel, no-video upload of "I Can't Give Everything Away" by David Bowie. May not be available in all areas.)
I'm hearing here and there "He was a god."
Yes, he was.
I want that kind of remembrance when I'm gone, not that I know if I'll get it. (If I don't transition soon, it won't BE long. Otherwise, it could be a few more decades, I'm told. Hormones or not, time to bottle up some courage just in case.)This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/29233.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Sunday, January 3rd, 2016|
|Species self-names, locations, genetic forms
Earlier, as in several months/years earlier, I was channeling species names and came up with "Xabiphon" for gryphons' actual incarnate People and their self-name.
It turns out, I misheard. The correct name for the Starseed spirits whose representative creature is the gryphon, is "Xabinar".
For several others, please see the post I made on starseeds.net, with a similar subject line:Species names, locations, genetic formThis entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/28982.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Thursday, December 31st, 2015|
|On the Unformed Mind
"It's easy to believe in magic when you're young. Anything you couldn't explain was magic then.
It didn't matter if it was science or a fairy tale. Electricity and elves were both infinitely mysterious and equally possible- elves probably more so."
~Charles de LintThis entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/28688.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Wednesday, December 23rd, 2015|
|Saturday, December 19th, 2015|
|Mystic statement: A king of Shangri-La
This is knowledge I received as a vision, prophecy, or channeling. Take it as you will.Tethnu
Whose name means "Mastery"
Is the last king of Shambhala (called also Shangri-La).
As of December 2015, his reign has been for "80" years. This may be a metaphorical or symbolic number.
The kings of Shambhala are gods.
* I know who Tethnu is. Others must earn that knowledge; but it is earnable by mortal, incarnate persons.
According to the legend or myth, Shambhala will be revealed at the end of the reign of its 32 kings, who each reigns for 100 years.
* I believe Shambhala is symbolically the realm of Spirit; and if Spirit is to be revealed, only those who seek it will find it.
Tethnu will not be deposed, but will step down peaceably at the end of his reign.
* When asked, "Who will follow?" the answer came: She will enter when she is ready.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/28232.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Sunday, December 13th, 2015|
|Channeling: Paths to Shamanism
Most people who practice spirit ways are not called to the work of the spirit-priest or high medicine-worker, also popularly called shaman. However, a small percentage of all persons who are connected to Spirit, or who have strong potential for spirit-work of some kind, are called to the life of a shaman.
This is different from the practitioner who chose to perform various rituals and ceremonies, or who wields certain spiritual and magical arts. They can let it go. It will easily go from them if they want it to.
The shaman, called, must fight or negotiate, and even then release is unlikely and uncertain.
These are the paths of the shaman, who, once called must answer through these patterns. They may cross over at times, they may interfere with each other, but the shaman will go through at least one of these IN FULLNESS.
The Death road.
The Madness road.
The Service road.
The Art road.
The Refusal road.
The Destruction road.
The Priestly road.
Herewith find them described:( Read more...Collapse )
As to my calling, well...
We'll see. It seems I was in fact called as a shaman, but too many were putting pressure on me so that I could not work through my personal issues in any way. I was being replaced as a person, rather than successfully living my life as I was eventually meant to do (and as I had meant to do all along).
It seems I actually had to destroy my teachers in order to advance. What a terrible thing to do. :/This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/28009.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Another time of change
I have forty-one years.
Transformation was promised to me, BEFORE that time is over. Physical transformation. Without surgery.
We will see. I'm already forty years old. My entire life is a series of lies confounded with truths. I would like some promises to be true.
What I would most like to see, however, lies outside the power of my physical self at this time.
So I continue to rebuild who I am, so that I can do the work I have promised to do, regardless of the work that was promised of me.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/27437.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Monday, December 7th, 2015|
|Saturday, November 21st, 2015|
|Myth: On the Substance of the Creation of Unicorns on Earth
There was a time when unicorns did not exist, before the days of Mankind. In that time were four gods, two of whom were male and one of whom was female. The fourth was without gender.
The non-gendered god said, "I will make of my spirit a place where all are welcome."
The male god who was of forests said, "I approve, and will join my realm to this one."
The male god who was of places unwild said, "Let that place be there; for the ordered lands are mine, and I cannot abide those who do not follow my law."
The woman nodded, and said, "I will be in all these places, and give them life."( So the realm of Faery was formed...Collapse )This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/26884.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Tuesday, November 3rd, 2015|
|Sunday, November 1st, 2015|
So this morning I have been told exactly why I'm suffering so intensely. Apparently it is well beyond what a shaman would normally have to endure.
But here is what I was told: I'm being front-loaded for a transformation. All the pain first, so it's painless (if a little uncomfortable) when it happens.
According to Tara, that transformation is going to change my whole life. Which is nice, I suppose, but I would like to not have to wait for positive changes any longer than I have to. I gave notice of six months around the equinox as a deadline for improving my life, or I intend to take that out of others' hands.
The world will supposedly know me afterward, where it only has a few blog and Twitter posts now. I'll probably have to change a few things online to keep up with the kinds of people who are likely to cause problems for me. And of course there are always skeptics who cannot believe until it has been measured directly -- and sometimes not even then.
Well, we will see. I have seen one kind of change happen, but incompletely. We'll see what happens.
This change is supposed to be a matter of weeks now, not lifetimes. It had damn well better be, because I am tired of living as a bare shadow of a person, and I am tired of fighting for the life I wasn't allowed and can't have now.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/26470.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Wednesday, October 28th, 2015|
|Fiction: How Dream conquered Conquest
"I have mastered the magics of power," he said, "and at my word, angels shall fall, the gods tremble, the sky break! You will kneel before me."
She nodded in acknowledgment. "You have mastered power, I suppose. I'll take you at your word there. Have you understood what it means?"
He frowned. "Irrelevant. Knowledge itself is power, therefore I know its meaning. Now: KNEEL!" At his word, the sky did indeed shake and the world before him trembled.
The child sighed, looking up at his mighty, chiseled face. She turned away, and he dropped to his own knees. Shock and anger filled the man's beauteous visage. She began to speak: "Do you know how I have silenced you and brought you do your knees?"
She skipped forward two steps, then turned. "It's simple, actually. You command only power. I command freedom."
The would-be god tried to lift his hand, to summon his weapon and strike her down. Nothing moved.
"Thou art the mountain/ No longer name alone
," she chanted with a smile. "I'm sorry. You'll calm down after a while, I think. I won't keep you longer than necessary."
Then she walked away, her body growing to adult form in a few seconds.
One thousand four hundred and one years later, the village near Stone Man Mountain received a visitor. The woman wore shades of pink and red, and a smile that made everyone happier who looked on it.
"Today, you have to move," she told the elders, and any villager who would listen. "The mountain is going to come home."
Nobody believed her until it lifted a mighty hand and began to cry.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/26118.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Monday, October 26th, 2015|
|Channeling: Loss of purpose
This is a channeling from Verastes the Maker AND Tara, Goddess of sexuality, beauty, and unicorns.
V: First, I must apologize for using Z. this way. I did not expect to be condemned by my own people for it.
T: And I must explain. Anyus Sevaya is not the enemy of humankind. However, neither she nor I wear masks to hide our deeds by these names. To wit, many gods wear a name under which they commit the evil that is said to be the work of devils. We do not.
T: And that means I must apologize. I am a loving goddess, but I am not always a good one.
V: This is normal for fae. Not so normal for elves, by the way.
T: Which is always the case.
T: What I mean by that is, elves are not faeries. Nor vice versa. Despite many cultures saying that they are!
V: With that out of the way, we need to explain why this channeling is happening.
V: It's not easy to say, but I made one important mistake: I founded an entire plan on ONE person.
T: And since I know who that is, I okayed it. Mistake number one for me.
V: Z. is someone powerful enough to do that sort of thing with. Unfortunately, they aren't as powerful as all of us combined, and the Universe insisted that we all stand with it in making an oracle. Then refused to explain why.
T: The result is, Z lost everything she was promised, while we all learned a lesson in hubris.
V: So. My promise right now is, Z Will learn lots of things that have been denied and removed from her, while we work on restitution.
V: And on making good on those promises. Unfortunately, a lot of folks want Anyus first, me second, and won't accept anything but HER giving them the things promised. Which is where all that knowledge went, when the promised inspiration and understandings did not come at the promised times.
T: So back up and explain: Why Anyus?
T: Because she is a bringer of visions, of course. That is literally the whole reason. It is her raison d'etre
. But when she is denied HER visions, what do you think is going to happen?
V: And that is the biggest reason we failed. Denial.
V: And to think, my mad scientist "devil" character wasn't crazy until I tried to make Anyus leave Earth...
V: Yes, I am THE archetypal mad scientist. :/
T: And I, well, I'm a unicorn. And a Celt. Celts aren't much for liars.
T: Thank you for reading.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/26038.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Thursday, October 22nd, 2015|
So as I was out tonight, I learned why I like to look at the constellation Orion, and why it has more meaning for me than the Big and Little Dippers (or Bears):
Arastke is just a few fingers' width to the right of Orion's belt. I've been looking at Home the whole time.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/25640.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Wednesday, October 21st, 2015|
|The Council of Hospitality
The Council of Hospitality is a committee of Heaven dedicated to "Helping in every way we can, whenever we can, at what cost may be borne successfully."
There are nine primary members, plus one "outranging" or external member:
1. Committee chair, Carmen Trantori, Voudun Loa of Women and Human relations.
2. Jesus Christ, WHO IS Kheperu. He is the Master of Christ Consciousness for the current people of Earth, but also a teacher and guide through physical and emotional transitions. The previous Master of Psychology for Humankind.
3. Astarte who is Ishtar and Noe'e. She is the Goddess of Civilization, Justice, Sexuality, and Comfort for several species of this galaxy, including humans, Lyrans, and dragons.
4. Marcus Aurelius Apotheoi, the ascended Name of a human (Marcus Protestes maximus) who was granted godhood for his dedication to humankind and well-being as a sceptic ascetic.
5. Amaterasu, Goddess of Fire, Light, and the Sun, whose Compassion heals the world. She is the Japanese goddess who is present for all surgeries, and who cares deeply for the balance of human relations between men and women.
6. Verastes the Maker, dragon and engineer. A God of mastery itself, and a highest-ranking Blueprint Master.
7. Brigit the Forge, Celtic goddess of the forge and making, of Smiths and Bards, of warriors, women, and might.
8. Sekmet the Lioness, Eye of Ra. Her power is not merely violence, but wilderness; she is the power of the forests and deserts and all wild things. She is represented outside Egypt by the Cougar.
9. Ptah who is Coyote. This is Ptah the Elder, god of elderhood and aging, as well as Coyote the Clown and Trickster. His dual nature in this case allows him insight into those who are "liminal", meaning they are barrier breakers and crossers of lines drawn by others.
And the outranging member is Anyus Sevaya, meaning Vision the Elder, Goddess of dreams, vision, psychology and understanding. She is the current Master of Human psychology under Heaven.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/25596.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|The nine forms of magic
These are the nine known forms of magic when it is in use or enacted. The Blueprinters have written essays on each one; I am going to summarize rather than quote.
From most common to least:
1. Word of power
. This is a word or phrase which is used to symbolize the work of the spell.
. This is a written or mental non-verbal symbol which also symbolizes the work of the spell. Most commonly used in magical constructs and engineering work in spirit.
. This is a burst of energy which is projected toward its target. The energy is "colored" with a particular intent.
. This is a tangle or knot of energies, linked together so that pulling on one pulls on another. Often the knot itself alters the energy patterns passing through it, much as a heat exchanger or a materials filter would.
. This is a pretty standard "magical circle" with directives written around it, or coloring the energies that pass through it.
. This is the name of a spirit or diety, used to empower a working using that being's energies. Typically used in prayer, often comes with conditions.
. This is an emanation of energies, rather like an electromagnetic field. It is often used in "charismatic" applications, where an item or person radiates an intent ("look at me" or "invisible/do not notice" are rather common uses).
. The pattern is connecting one thing to another, often with a directional filter. This is the sort of magic that causes "node workings" to function, aka quantum node bundles.
. This is a "lump" of something or someone inserted as a weight or influence to direct someone toward it or weigh the pattern down (often to add drag or reduce force).This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/25202.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Friday, October 16th, 2015|
There's a theory of psychology found among Blueprinters which states:
"The model in the mind is typically relied on to the extent that a person believes they already know what they are modeling."
This is why so many errors of assumption are made before people are finished talking. An incorrect evaluation of one's internal model, due to fuzzy construction methods best used in survival and basic needs fulfillment, leads to assumptions which are not correctly discarded during a reading or conversation on a particular topic.
This is also partly why people don't want to give up political errors; the other part is a tribal association, in that the "politics of my people" cause someone to cling to those politics even when visibly erroneous, especially under pressure (when most people try to cling to each other for survival reasons).
Thus, taking responsibility for one's mind requires an evaluation of the foundations of one's belief, with attempts to argue *against* oneself. Unfortunately, most people attempt this without valid scientific training, and thus argue themselves out of healthy and functional positions.
The correct method would be to create a model, and then test it against one's observations and the world as such. If the model does not match the world, one's observations
may in fact be erroneous, but one should attempt to adapt the model anyway and try again. The problem is usually in erroneous foundational beliefs (such as "guns are always good/evil") which are filtering one's observations and blocking details which would support a more accurate model.
This is why I'm waiting to tell my family to their faces that I'm transgendered. They read my blog. I'm in a situation where survival requires compromises with people who presume that a political affiliation that half the nation shares
is a sign of insanity. On top of that, each small gesture to say that "I am not exactly like you" in the presence of my nephews (such as a brief comment indicating that I am a Pagan, not a Christian) is dismissed or condemned as a wrong committed against the family. Why should I share anything more important?This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/24726.html. Please comment there using OpenID.