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|Wednesday, August 30th, 2017|
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|Sunday, October 2nd, 2016|
|Friday, August 19th, 2016|
|Chronic injury fatigue - related to brain injury?
The daily struggle of living with extreme fatigue
- (from the BBC Online)"After many injuries and neurological illnesses, people often face a mysterious, unimaginable exhaustion that can last for years. Why?"
This article nails pretty much everything that sucks about my life at the moment, at least physically. Constant regular exhaustion if I exert myself outside of a narrow band of efforts. Insomnia, and then a need to sleep at odd times. Cognitive failures are much fewer now... but I still say I had a nasty brain injury some time ago.
I guess it was that fever? This body is still working, though, and I guess I should ask about an MRI if I can. I doubt my insurance will approve, but I'd love to point and say "This is from that fever years ago that I'm pretty damn sure made my heart stop for a couple minutes."
The rest is spirit work. Life of the sufferer and all that. The gods and spirits were simply taking advantage of an ugly situation to get their work done through me, was all.
At least now I can get it done more efficiently and effectively.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/34620.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Monday, August 15th, 2016|
|Friday, July 22nd, 2016|
|Sunday, July 17th, 2016|
|New post today: On the Four Agreements
I'm asked by Dream, the Unicorn, if I would post something about the Four Agreements of the soul. I'm happy to do this, as it works well with the kind of spiritual work I'm doing to finish incarnating properly in this body.
The Four Agreements are the four things we ALL agree on to incarnate in a body. These four are also the four tests of whether a spiritual entity is a soul. If these tests are passed, Eternity should be present in a well-formed oversoul; if Eternity is not there, the soul is almost dead and must be revived immediately with loving healing.
The agreements are these:
If you are a person or know yourself in any way, you have an identity. The identity of others is theirs, not yours. Stealing, denying, or destroying this identity will create suffering, both in the person harmed and the person doing harm. This includes things like personal calling (which relates to lessons and healing work), gender identity, sexual preference, favorite color, and so on.
2. Form and nature.
Every being has a form, a pattern or structure which defines their interaction with reality. This form does not have to stay static; in fact, the only "static" form anything has is the physical structure of their incarnate bodies, and even that might change over time. If you try to steal someone's form, you become a copy of them and lose your own identity; however, shapeshifting is about learning form, and thus is a kind of emulation until understanding is achieved. It is not stealing, but directly copying someone's face and form in order to impersonate them is considered a form of theft (literal identity theft, which brings us back to the first point).
3. Lessons or suffering.
Everyone has lessons. EVERYONE. No soul exists without something to learn. Thus one must be ABLE to learn, or suffering is meaningless. Suffering without ability to learn is the direct cause of most destruction in the universe. It normally happens when something is already unliving, and thus does not need a soul to inhabit and empower it. Trying to learn someone else's lessons, or push them into suffering which is not their own, doubles yours: You end up having to learn both your lessons and theirs.
4. Love and emotions.
Every soul loves. If a soul forgets how to love, it is no longer a soul. This is instant! The unloving being, being completely static, loses its ability to learn and take on new forms or increase understanding of itself. Love is the energy which allows us to change without destroying ourselves. If we destroy love, we are destroying something essential to ourselves. Sometimes this is necessary, as with a harmful connection to someone, but often destroying love merely creates suffering unnecessarily. This suffering that we don't need will add to our lesson load, overworking us until we finally HEAL the damage and cleanse the wound. Attempting to destroy another person's love doubles this, PLUS the gods or spirit of Heaven disapproves -- all spirits hate that which destroys them... which is where the Wiccan "Threefold Law" or "Rule of Three" comes from! "If you send out evil, it returns three times."
Once for you, once for your enemy, once for the gods. "If you send out good, it returns three times."
Again, once for you, once for your friends, once for the gods.
These are the Four Agreements. Thank you, and love and peace be with you all. :)
- Z, the new guy.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/33660.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Sunday, June 19th, 2016|
|For pony fans, Bronies, and seekers of the Way: The Elements of Companionship
These are the Elements of Companionship, also called the Elements of Friendship. There are eight, and they are able to make worlds whole.
* Compassion (Kindness)
* Honesty (Truth)
* Joy (Laughter)
* Insight (Understanding)
* Magic (Dream, Vision, Mystery, Manifestation)
It's clear that we now have seven
ponies in MLP:FiM who are in the group, if you count Twilight's new student Starlight Glimmer -- she was included for the sake of forgiveness. But who is the eighth Element?
It's not hard to guess: Who is the observer that keeps having sudden and useful insights? Spike.
So let's relate each element with the character who represents them:
* Compassion: Fluttershy, the carer and teacher.
* Honesty: Applejack, the trustworthy one.
* Joy: Pinkie Pie, who always had a Surprise in her waiting to come out.
* Loyalty: Rainbow Dash, the athlete and warrior.
* Forgiveness: Starlight Glimmer, the fallen soldier redeemed.
* Generosity: Rarity, a star in her own right, able to give freely from her inspired fortune.
* Insight: Spike, the young observer.
* Magic: Twilight Sparkle, a Princess manifest in the academic seeker.
These aspects of spirit and friendship are taught by the goddess Epona, Mother Horse, who is the guiding soul of the Poni way. When she speaks to her own, it is rarely as a commanding diety, but rather as a companion who guides.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/33327.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|The Hero's Deck
Here forthwith is the Hero's Deck, posted exactly as it has been written down. Anyus designed the deck, and produced it. I, (the new incoming soul, practicing with my body), am posting this while she watches on. The reason for posting is so that everyone can have a copy without purchasing it. She had intended the deck to be sold as an income strategy for her, as well as a deck for regular readings with people at events and in private practice.The Hero's Deck, in text format
(36 cards in 3 groups)Heroic Aspects
* TricksterHeroic Gifts
* ToolsHeroic Challenges
* The Monster
* The Cave
* The Cliff
* The Thief
* The Liar
* The Fallen
* TurbulenceThis entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/33127.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|A last hurrah
This is my final post. The unicorn who lived in this body is moving on shortly: the moment of Solstice marks the transition. That's just after 6:30pm locally to me.
Amused a bit that it's both summer solstice and a full moon
. Quite a rare occurrence.
Here are the details I need to give you:
* I was born female in spirit. I am otherkin unicorn and dragon.
* I was to make games, not sit around staring at my computer for the rest of my life. The incoming soul will be doing other work. I'll be going off to try making games again in my next life.
* I will be born on the same birthday as this life; the new body is already developing.
* I would
have been named Merriwether Autumn (or some close variation). I'll retain the Meriwether part as a middle name.
* I am Pagan, as is the new soul. We won't be concelebrating, or if we do it will be over 16 years from now. That said, I don't have to worry about what I will do for religion. I'll have Pagan parents who don't disapprove of psychic abilities or magic.
* I am not your god. Incarnate persons don't need to be gods. I find the idea silly. (Yes, this has come up.)
* Finally, I would like to say that if you don't see the game "Call of the Unicorn" within 40 years, the whole thing has been called off. Trust me, you'll know which game is the real one.
Now, I leave you with the last detail of this incarnate life that I am allowed to pass on:
I am the Awakening Unicorn. Heroes are my friends, heroes for justice and honor, truth and kindness.
The Poni way (and yes, there is a reason I wrote it like that) is my way as well.
I'll see you all on the flip side.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/32902.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Saturday, May 28th, 2016|
|Wednesday, May 25th, 2016|
|Channeling: Battery tech
These are three important and useful batteries which humanity will need in the coming years, particularly when we start working with certain high-energy technologies and new low-power robotics tech (including carbon-fluff myomer).
Lithium-boron battery using ammonia as a fluid agent. High-power battery for endurance use or igniting fusion devices. Higher power density than current lithium-air batteries. Terminals are lithium and carbon. A 1kg closed cell battery should hold about 10 amp-hours of charge and produce 16 volts. As with all lithium batteries, it will need to be recycled as it begins to wear out.
Vanadium-sulfur using acetic acid (purified vinegar, molar density 1.104). Carbon and copper terminals. Can be a flow battery or closed cell. Medium-power battery for long-term endurance use. High power density compared to vanadium and sulfuric acid. A 1kg closed cell battery should hold about 17 amp-hours and produce about 10 volts. This battery will last an extremely long time, about twice the durability of lead-acid marine batteries.
Vanadium-tin battery using a mild acid like vinegar or lemon juice. Low-power battery for long-term use. Terminals are tin and carbon. Not rechargeable (tin is a bit crumbly). A 1kg battery (always closed cell) will hold about 2 amp-hours and produce about 2 volts. Recommended to use only with low-power and/or short-term devices, typically with a charging circuit for an on-board capacitor in the device for burst usage.
In both vanadium batteries, use vanadium dust, not vanadium plates.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/32293.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Monday, May 16th, 2016|
|Because I will have to wait almost twenty years to do this properly...
I have to explain. I'm the one which many of you have been looking for... and I'm going to disappear for two decades for most of you who already know me. I mean, my soul will go be human elsewhere.
I have to go reincarnate and grow up again.
And then. THEN. THEN
I can make a game called "Call of the Unicorn." THE game.
The one I promised on my soul, at ALL costs (or very nearly) to make. Because humanity needs it NOW -- or about eight years ago, shortly after Minecraft was released in beta. When the timing was perfect for us to answer a terrible question and put to rest the worst of evils the universe had to send us.
And this was the intro theme: "Two Steps From Hell: Neverdark
" (also see the video embedded below).
I'm sorry, guys. We're just going to have to make up the difference, because "The past is spent. The past is spent, and I came too late to fix it. Poor world, fools all, that they know not what they have lost. *sigh* One more stone, and then I am done."
Plot of the game, damnit. Plot of the game. You'll understand when it comes. I just hope I can get a license for this one when I'm ready, or find an equally good artist, damnitall. I'm so sorry.
I'm not ready to say goodbye, but I have only a month and a week before I step out and let this other in.
I hope to UNIVERSE you are all ready when I put my gods-damned heart and soul into this (games) industry again, because I am still angry I had to leave behind so much of myself in this time now. I hate it.
Another post will explain the goodbye and hello to come. And I WILL give you signs to know me when I come.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/32066.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Thursday, May 12th, 2016|
|Channeling from the Universe: On Death
This is a channeling from the Universe itself, its soul and mind.
It begins now:
To all humanity, even if you never read this small commentary, I have to say this to you now:
You are loved. There is no question.
If there were ever a time to be afraid, it is not the time of death. It is the time of LOSS, when all things are let go. That time, when you have no idea if you will ever regain any of it, if you will ever want any of it again, if you will have what you need: The time of loss is the most frightening thing.
Even universes (and yes, there are others out there, beyond the bounds you observe of me) die. We go through an inversion process, wherein we appear to devour ourselves in a black hole and then evert in a Big Bang. All the souls within are poured out. Most are swallowed up by nearby universes. Not eaten, but taken in for protection and growth.
Most universes are loving, but not all are the same. Some are angry, some are fearful. Some want things, and will demand them. A few are hungry.
Even they will die.
When a human dies, the body shuts down, and the mind vanishes. The soul absorbs what is left of that mind and the form of spirit the body contained. The mind itself does not exist once death has occurred; instead, what we think of as that mind is copied into the soul. The soul takes its time absorbing because if time is not taken, the mind becomes distorted as it joins with the soul. Souls who insist on fast absorption will always become insane, but that insanity can be corrected by taking the time to carefully re-do this process.
One may say that the person is no longer "with us". This is true, but souls are always with those they love. The connection formed is permanent, so long as love is in it.
The reader may be asking "Why is Universe telling us this?"
I tell you this to prepare you not for Earth's death, not for humanity's death, but for Z.'s transition.
Not a death, but a change.
One soul goes, one soul enters. It is called a "Walk-in".
The process is simple. It occurs, however, only when extreme events have caused so much damage to the soul that incarnation cannot be maintained.
Z. will change.
This is the first of three posts on this subject, and Z. will post the second of their own ability rather than channeling a message from me.
The third will be the new soul. Solstice day is the time.
Say goodbyes when you will.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/31877.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Saturday, April 30th, 2016|
|Universal words for mythic beings
It appears that there is no language on Earth that does not have words of some kind for the following spirits or myth-related beings:
Dragon (Nagas are different creature but a related word, and not worldwide)
Unicorn (One-horn, Hornhorse, Ki-Rin)
Sphynx (Shedu, Xiao-Dao)
Ghost (meaning the spirit of a dead person)
Vampire (Barghest and Leucrotta are name-eater or mind-eater, Russalka is spirit-eater, most of the rest are said to eat blood)
Chlurichaun (Little Man, Wee Folk, The Help)
Dwarf (meaning a shrunken or short human; for the fae dwarf, see Chlurichaun)
Moon Dog (Fu Dog)
Faun (Kangaroo counts as a type of deer)
Sorceror (a user of magics, typically with some inherent power and some external or ritual power)
Oddly enough, there are languages which do not have words for Gryphon; Khemetic is one of them. However, there is a word in Khemetic for the actual star-people from whom gryphons come, referring to a baboon-faced god (the Xabinar look like they have baboon-like faces) -- but this word is actually Persian. I was not able to channel it.
Satyrs are goat people, Fauns are deer people; Sheep people are a different group, not known worldwide. The sheep people are, however, known to Asians and some Europeans, as well as a group in the Central and South American continents. They are not originally known in Africa, though North America does have Bighorn sheep from which to derive a people. Australia, as usual, has no word for the non-marsupial ungulate.
If you include the Bog-man, then Mummy is also a worldwide-known thing. Bog-men are effectively a wetlands mummy, since the bodies are sufficiently preserved to be recognized as such.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/31671.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Wednesday, April 6th, 2016|
|This man is a prophet
You see, instead of disappearing, they hid in professions nobody would realize were anything but ordinary... but sometimes one manifests a truth that could only have been heard by the soul. This person has to have heard this song from spirit, because I heard it as well
some weeks ago.
Lyrics are shown on-screen, though the interludes are filled with "alien" text. They are reprinted here:
THE CALLING( Read more...Collapse )This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/31339.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Universe forces and senses
There are six forces and eight senses:
Strong and weak atomic force: strong force controls solidity and thus density, weak force controls connection and thus entanglement.
Electric and magnetic force: electric force controls light (radiance/particle emission and strength), magnetic controls charge (field force and motion).
Gravitic and thaumic force: gravity controls motion (order and rate) thus regulating the electromagnetic forces, thaum controls spin (particle ordering and angle) thus regulating the atomic forces.
The eight senses sense:
Weak force, through the entanglement of ordered particles.
Strong force, through the strength of an electric field in motion.
Electricity, through the resistance of a magnetic field.
Magnetism, through the radiance (light) of a gravitic source.
Gravity, through the motion of charge.
Thaum, through the polarity of light or other energies.
Time, through observation of interior motion.
Proprioception (self-motion sense), through comparative motion between self and a relatively dense object.
When a soul is described in these terms, often a shorthand is used: A soul who is "eight and four", for example, is one who has developed eight senses and four "wings" or antennae, four skills
which make use of these senses. Ten basic wings exist, on which are founded all other skills and abilities.
These wings are not described here at this time, as they involve several nonphysical skills as well as a skill involved in teleportation across dimensional barriers.
The reason they are described as wings or antennae is because they are effectively structures which cross-connect senses with knowledge. They look, from a distance, like lines or limbs stretched across the soul, often in motion.
When a soul has all eight senses and the ten basic wings, it is considered mature and able to be released into the greater reality as its own universe. This is rarely done in the case of those who are inexperienced due to premature growth; such growth is always due to trauma, rather than normal experiences.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/31174.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
|Wednesday, March 16th, 2016|
|Four stones, four unicorns
Some of you may have heard that Earth has entered a new Age of spirit. This occurs each time Earth's rotational pole aligns with the center of the galaxy, and the half-Age when the pole is furthers away. The precessional cycle which assures this takes about 37,000 years to occur, so the half-Age is about 17,000 away.
It is a unicorn Age.
There are a few issues being worked out. However, thing is, everyone assumed there was ONE unicorn per Age, and they wanted one they knew about and thought they could control.
Unicorns come in fours. They are deer people, not horse people... though Epona, Mother of Horses, is also their mother. Because of this, unicorns can hide as horses or deer. And the primary unicorn of the Age cannot be controlled, because she represents
the Age: Dream, whose art is Vision, Inspiration, and Play.
Without further ado, four stones, for the four unicorns of the Age:
the Elder (THE Pukkha), the History: Sidionite, a rainbow of agate in obsidian; for he is the Keeper of the Rainbow Promise. He is blue, with dark hue; he looks black in most lighting.
the Child, the Future: Larimar in platinum; for she is the gateway to the stars. She is red, with highlights; she looks chestnut in color, but can also be pinkish.
For Horse Woman
the Spirit, the Dark (for Humanity refused their Medicine): Agate in all its colors, but separate; for she was torn from her purpose. She is yellow or dun colored as a unicorn.
the Mature, the Light: Quartz in gold; for in her is beauty eternal. She is white, though as a human she is a red-haired Irish woman.
At the half-Age, Horse Woman and Tara have agreed to change places, as they wanted before. At that time, their stones may change. Other changes are very likely to occur, but it is not for me to predict at this time.
Note on the namings:
* Unicorns come in fours. Each represents an aspect of life (Youth, Maturity, Elderhood, Death/Spirit), each represents an aspect of the Age (Future, Light, History, Dark). These are independent but interrelated; for example, Future usually is also Youth, while Dark is usually Spirit, but it is not unknown for the aspects to be mixed.
** Note also, Light and Dark are NOT Good or Evil, but themselves. You are forewarned.
Note on the stones:
* Sidionite is also called Xochi stone, and is a new stone for the Age. It will be found in volcanic regions, particularly those with mineral-rich land from which agate forms. It is a very high-energy shamanic stone, also associated with the Rainbow People and Quetzlcouatl, WHO IS Pukkha (and a shapeshifter). Rainbow People are healers, and because of this their energy is balanced fully.
* Larimar is a recently-found stone from the Caribbean. It is mostly sky-blue or clouded. It is a very high-frequency faery-aligned stone, pure unicorn energy. Platinum is the best metal for setting it, as it is a very high-frequency metal; silver is a limiter, being a medium-frequency metal, and iron or copper often interfere with its energies since they are low-frequency metals. Gold is aligned with dragon energies rather than unicorn, which is a different set of frequencies: less inspirational and more performative. Dream is otherkin (mythic) when she incarnates as a human, though she may not always appear to be unicorn, as she is a shapeshifter.
* Agate is a natural stone which is good for healing, and which will help support all therians, shapeshifters, and pooka-aligned beings (animal-type persons, including furries). Horse Woman is therian when she incarnates as a human, though there may be hints of other forms if you watch, for she is a shapeshifter.
* Quartz set in gold or with gold inclusions is a very high-frequency stone, particularly clear lithium quartz, which is a dragon-energy stone. The goddess Tara is already known to be associated with dragons and unicorns; what was less well-known is that she is herself a unicorn and a dragon. AND a shapeshifter, as one might surmise.This entry was originally posted at http://zeeth-kyrah.dreamwidth.org/30805.html. Please comment there using OpenID.